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• Things i shall accomplish in life
• Truth about Squatters.. The Laugh on you..
• High Maintenance
• babble and coos.. harmless dishing of MMMC again..
• Med Student!! Raise in salary..
• PBL on MY current case…
• Billboard signs and New Group F
• My New Religion: LaVeyan Satanism
• Stab and Twist, dear, Stab and Twish..
• US and A.. how great are they anyway?

Things i shall accomplish in life

November 8th, 2008 by pamelatee85

Things i shall accomplish in life before.. (i shall not list down a timeline cuz i don need the extra stress.. kekeke…)

So, here’s the list~

1. Meet Miyavi in person!! (dream big!)

2. Earn my 5 million dollars and be financially stable throughout what’s left of my life

3. Get my MBBS by 2008March

4. MRCOG

5. Back packing in Europe (next year rite, suetli!)

6. Investment in shares (i’m getting the money, winnie!)

7. Quitting medicine before i’m 45 (i’m not that noble)

8. Offering charity services in Africa

9. Buy my first Van Cleef and Arpels timepiece

10. Be Santa for an orphanage during Xmas

11. Visit the Wonders of the World (currently 10 places more)
Great wall of China
Taj Mahal
Niagara Falls
Leaning tower of Pisa
Eiffel Tower
Giza Pyramid
Stonehenge
Grand Canyon
Victoria Falls
Aurora Borealis or Northern Lights
Dead sea

12. Dye my hair platinum blonde (okok.. it shall be done durin the euro trip!)

13. Start a food blog and MAINTAIN it~

14. Own a cafe/bakery/restaurant

15. Giving birth to twins! (All hail ART)

16. Adopting a child

17. Donating blood

18. Learn the guitar (by hook or crook!! thx bjorn!!) at least enough to sing a song ^^

19. Cosplay!!

20. Own a Fairlady (i shall be realistic, there’s no such thing as a SLR!!!)

21. Own a Rolex

22. Learn Japanese

23. Make a documentary

24. Find out Froggy’s (my kingsnake) sex and breed it

25. Get a tattoo (a small one at least~)

26. Learn the saxaphone, at least 1 song~

27. Camping in the wild

28. Learn the art of brewing Chinese tea

29. Riding a horse through an open field

30. Learn the art of making Japanese tea (occha)

31. Learn how to write proper literature (write a book!! kakakaka..)

32. Fish for salmons

33. Lose another 5 kg!! (the dreams~~)

34. Bungee Jumping

35. Shoot a gun

36. Kiss a girl!! you know what i meant
37. Swim with dolphins

38. Buy an impressive crystal display piece

39. Belly dancing

40. Stargazing, recognize the signs, look out for shooting stars, search for planets..

41. Skydiving

42. Find an occasion to wear that pair of Calvin Kline Boots (impulses.. impulses..)

43. Scuba diving

44. Hug a panda/koala

45. Visit Warnerbros HarryPotter Theme Park

46. Experiment with garbage fermentation recycling (suetli this is for you!!)

47. Own a winery with a vineyard (or at least experience crushing the grapes barefoot ^^)

48. Go vegetarian (eggs and milk included) for 1 month continuosly

49. Dance and sing in the pouring rain

50. Another piercing anywhere.. just one more for the heck of it~

FINALLY.. 50 things to do which i CAN do.. depending on when i can do it now.. not in any important order (except for maybe number1 kekkekeke..) and thus i shall cross them out once i complete them.. wish me luck~

all the best all.. may we all grow up to be someone in the future.. what’s more important is that we have good friends to travel this horrible road with us.. so yeah~ we shall prevail!!

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Truth about Squatters.. The Laugh on you..

September 8th, 2008 by pamelatee85

I seriously have no idea how much truth this holds but what the heck.. its ironic.. kakakka… forwarded email from dear fren sam!!

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High Maintenance

August 23rd, 2008 by pamelatee85

I find myself being a little harder to maintain lately.. blame it on the stress.. blame it on surgery posting.. blame it on attempting to be a doctor when i have no real intention to do so.. (bleh!)

i first paid Rm70 for a binge-ing spree.. on Almonds.. ALONE.. kekeke.. really expensive nuts u know.. those stuff.. and u kinda get addicted on chewing on it, especially if u baked it with eggs sugar and cinnamon..

then i officially went and splurge money on shopping sprees.. clothes too fancy i wont have the occasion to wear, stuff just for it being *shiny* and *attractive* to my eyes alone.. books i don have time to read.. jewellery which i have already abundance of.. and fancy watches which only have the chance to act as deco for my room..

later on.. i started goin for foot reflexology.. which i repeatedly told myself is good for my personal healthy.. might as well enjoy it while im at it.. then the craving for massages started to grow.. and before you know it.. im started on full body aromatherapy massages which is like heaven sent.. and really addicting.. and really expensive too..

then comes the part of facials and beauty products.. which u know.. never comes cheap.. and you dont want me to go too detailed into that..

and finally… the craziest thing of the year (till august at least.. i cant promise what other craziness will occur later in the year..) is my new Ogawa portable seat massager.. dont know anything about it? try watching astro olympic channel.. it kinda keep on popping out during the advertisement.. (thus, i shall blame this splurge on the 2008 olympics itself)

now.. seated on my chair with its newest addition of a seat massager (it can be placed in the car too!! omg.. the excitement..) i can enjoy massages at whims.. a switch and a few buttons away.. a full back massage from rolling to shiatsu.. which has fine adjustment also to pin point that particular sore spot on ur back.. and all you need to do is lay back and relax.. literally.. lol..

my chair has now became my most favourite spot in my room.. exceeding my bed.. which had won hands down for the past few years of my life, surprisingly.. kakaka..

on the brighter side.. at least with a vip card to ogawa.. and new frens met up there (the manager!!!) i kinda save money on future full body massages and foot reflexology.. cuz they promise us we can go there and use their equipment anytime we please.. see.. i actually did something with some amount of foresight..

good money spent? sure..

lesser stress on self? of course..

happier personality? most probably..

high maintenance? definitely..

and another consolation to being high maintenance.. is that you are not alone!! yes.. u heard me rite.. i am not alone in this.. (thank god for small favors.. im not actually all that circled out..) lots of other ppl are high maintenance too… some in the same fast lane im running in.. others just maybe a differ in interest… all in all.. no money is one hell of a pain in the ass here..

old goal :: get rich!!

setting new goal :: get rich fast!!

with our days of relaxation dwindling quite speedily.. the countdowns towards semesters and finals are kinda stressful itself.. but all the best everyone!! may we proceed to get out of this college asap.. become successful full fledge doctors asap.. able to quit while being financially secured asap.. and of cuz, making new goals in life and getting there asap *wink*

humming now: money money money.. in a rich man’s world..

cheers!!

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babble and coos.. harmless dishing of MMMC again..

May 12th, 2008 by pamelatee85

i hate this college for so many a reason..  it’s kinda hard to keep track of them all..

 

honestly.. im starting to think im should get a life.. far away from medicine..

the lousy leadership
honestly, when your able to drive a whole department out of the college, and all the other good and honest lecturers crazy, you’re either a slave driver or just an imbecile of a fool, with all the office politics and power hungry schemes and such, its like another cheap telly reality show, which is not as entertaining being that the students bear the main brute of the whole "when-the-shit-hits-the-fan" part. honestly, throw in a law about how the rest of us should be wearing tudungs (im considering it thanks to some professors who don’t LIKE us to dye our hair, his im gonna so fail you if your hair and your pubic hair doesnt maintain the same shade of color altitude is rather, plainly stated, stupid, i shall say no more) and you got yourself a nice Keadilan institution disguised brilliantly as a medical college.

o. woe. is. me.

the unorganized management
i just plainly think that they just dont like each other just as much as we don’t like them.. its.. weird.. i mean.. YOU do not know what is happening in YOUR own department.. shame on you really..  try communication, it may sound complicated but it doenst take a genius to understand that to communicate you kinda need to hold meetings, not those kinda meetings where you bitch about some student doing something wrong be in on purpose or not, the kind of meeting which warrant enough importance like an exam date, or a complete syllabus for the exam, or maybe something along the line of "this is a medical college so let’s be a bit professional about it".. god you people hold grudges worst than i do, and that’s saying alot.. nagga nag nag nag nag nag nag nag..

the horrible masochistic lecturers
not only are they happy we’re not happy, they bask in the misery we put off, screw us over the heads with mistakes (which i quote from some of our best teachers around: WE ARE freaking STUDENTS, WE ARE ENTITLED TO MAKE MISTAKES!!) please stop screwing us like that, its not very nice to have your sarcastic tone and biting remarks all the time, if you think we’re not up to par, FAIL US.. do not always pass the whole lot over.. then tell us batch14 is so screwed up here so fucked up there.. cuz that’s what YOU PEOPLE ARE ALLOWING TO HAPPEN!! im STARTING to think you actually ENJOY having idiots around to laugh at in your sleep or think of witty insults in your free time, cuz this is sometimes supper annoying to people in the batch who actually gives a flying fuck about what’s happening.. not like the other good for nothing bastards, which i might add, you people are releasing to the world, karma for you.. just you wait.. bleh..

and the so many good for nothing fellow students with a high and mighty altitude display frenzy, and of course their nothing but hot air filled cranium.. when you think of bashing their heads into the wall, you don’t, because most probably you’ll end up injuring yourself with the broken shards of the poor wall, and the sad bastard would walk away unscathed thanks to his thick bony skull.. yes.. these are the people who are in high concentration in batch14, people who dont give a damn what’s happening, as long as they don’t get caught, come to speak of it, even when they do get caught, nothing happens, which brings us back to bad management and masochistic lecturers, you seeing the vicious cycle here? proxy being the biggest topic around, cuz the lecturers enjoy bringing it up, and what do they do about it? nothing.. cuz obviously MMMC kinda forgot to draw up a protocol for that.. so i catch the guy.. er.. then wat? oh oh oh.. i let him off.. there’s no need to get angry with him, cuz it’s obviously the fault of those people who actually attend class most of the time, logically speaking, so i screw THEM over.. and then when he proxy again, and get caught, i screw the others over again cuz for some sick twisted logic of yours, its THEIR FAULT obviously!!

FAN-FUCKIN-TASTIC!!

screw.you.

honestly, i have nice results, average, nothing too good or too bad, enough to scrap through med sch if you ask me, but now, cuz of this disappointment of a crappy excuse of a med college, I DO NOT WANT TO BECOME A DOCTOR! its a stupid disgraceful job anyway, everyone there has some kinda delusion of grandiosity, playing in their sick twisted fantasy world, its kinda worrying.. 

i hate this place..

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Med Student!! Raise in salary..

March 21st, 2008 by pamelatee85

PUTRAJAYA: The 2-year compulsory housemanship for doctors now comes with a reward. Effective Jan 1, those who complete their 2-year housemanship will be automatically promoted from UD41 to UD44.

This means they will be taking home RM5,944.25, including allowances, compared with their present salary of RM3,768.39 with allowances.(OOOooooo… we can now feed our families… there would be no more need to starve and stay out in the cold… but ok.. its reasonable… i cant be too sarcastic abt that…)

The move will cost the government some RM1.7 million a year. (sell the Aus$60mil house prime minister.. u only have 1 ass to stay at 1 place at 1 time.. and currently u don seem to want to step down from PM after ur grand loss of face in our latest election)

Health Ministry director-general Tan Sri Dr Ismail Merican said some 2,000 housemen who began service on Jan 1 would benefit from the new scheme.

Normally, doctors who complete their housemanship have to wait for six to eight years before they are promoted to UD44.As for the some 7,000 doctors who are still in UD41, Dr Ismail said they would be promoted to UD44 with higher salaries, which would cost the government another RM9.8 million annually.

The government had approved the measure late last year, he said, but it was only finalised recently.

"Medical students were upset that they must serve a two-year compulsory housemanship upon graduation. (upset? who said we were upset? THAT was THE understatement since the time they even invented time.. furious is a good choice of word.. murderous is another.. but upset.. nah.. we werent bloody hell "upset")

"But we had our reasons for implementing this."  (fuck you..)

The ministry’s main aim was to improve the quality and competency of medical officers, especially their clinical skills.

He said the move was consistent with the Cabinet’s decision, on Nov21 last year, to increase the housemanship period from one year to two.

Dr Ismail said there were complaints about medical officers with a one-year housemanship. "Their standard of care was not up to mark." (then go investigate the college that actually release this kind of pathetic students.. investigate the source of the problem and deal with it.. didnt razak teach u that in commed? dumbass..)

Furthermore, he added, five per cent of the medical officers who underwent the one-year housemanship could not be registered as they did not fulfil relevant criteria. (funny u din add the racial percentage here with all those percentages below.. oh oh oh.. how many chinese are doin wat.. how many of this are indians.. so yea.. how many malays did not fulfil relevant criteria here?)

"These doctors took a longer time to be registered," he said, adding that many who got through also felt ill-equipped when they were posted to rural areas.  (huh? but YOU posted them there..)

"They had no confidence. With the two-year housemanship, doctors are exposed to a wide variety of cases, procedures and their clinical skills are enhanced." (but if they are still doing 2 yrs at a RURAL area.. much difference there…)

Dr Ismail said specialists had been told to be fair, firm and strict with housemen and ensure that their training was structured and evaluated fairly. (snigger snigger snigger)

He also pointed out that the ministry gave fair opportunities to all races where promotion was concerned. (ah ha.. and big foot exists, locknest monsters are swarming in the malacca straits, i believe in santa claus and the toothfairies.. pigs can fly.. and ur mum is beautiful..)

Citing an example, he said, there were 2,085 specialists in government hospitals. Of these, 1,136 are Malays, 480 Chinese, 392 Indians and 21 from other races.

He added 55 per cent of the Malay specialists were in UD48, Chinese 23 per cent and Indians 18.2 per cent, while there were 58 per cent Malays, 21 per cent Chinese and 16 per cent Indians in UD54.

As for Special Grade C, Dr Ismail said 51.5 per cent were Malays, while 24 per cent were both Chinese and Indians.

"We encourage more Chinese and Indians doctors to specialise in family medicine." (i shall say this slowly.. we.. have.. too.. much.. brain.. for.. that.. anyone can do palliative med if they hav a reasonable EQ score.. oh… unless u guys dont even have a reasonable EQ score along with ur already pathetic IQ one..)

Chinese and Indian doctors are seen mainly in internal medicine, general surgery, cardiology, paediatrics and OBG. (and u are unhappy why? oh sorry.. cuz they actually had to WORK FOR THAT BLOODY SPECIALIST TITLE?! and that thank allah that they can actually get that specialist title from out of the country.. that it could actually be obtained by hardwork and real effort instead of one’s skin colour or belief.. and that SOME "PEOPLE" cant.. even with u, dear ministry, breast feeeding them? shame really.. next time insert a NG tube.. it may improve things abit..)
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anyways.. im smiling for the money! ^^ something to celebrate about, fellow med students… our future may still have sth to look forward to.. ta then~

p/s: forgive the sarcasm.. i really cudnt help it..

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PBL on MY current case…

January 29th, 2008 by pamelatee85

come come.. work the brains abit here.. let’s do case workup.. clinical problem based learning!!!

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Patient
is a 22 year old chinese female medical student, staying in a hostel in
Melaka, strongly suspected of being a Sick Building.

Patient came
with complains of being too sarcastic for past 1 years, she’s
apparently asymptomatic 4 years ago when she entered MMMC med sch..
since then, she noticed an insidious onset, progressively worsening,
continuous type of sarcastic-ness occuring, sarcasm is aggrevated by
idiots, stress and PMS, no relieving factors noted…

Sarcasm is associated with constant swearing, occasional foul words and the usual staring down at stupid people..

Since
the appearance of sarcasm, patient also noted a gradual loss of good
manners and morality, patience and tolerance has also been
significantly reduced. Patient also complains of shorter temper and
easily frustrated. Patient also is unusually overemotional (also known
as the Emo-ing Syndrome), and enjoys the suffering of other people.

Patient
has past history or recurrent premenstrual syndrome, menstrual syndrome
and postmenstrual syndrome. (triple menstrual syndrome, TMS)

On
examination, patient is hypertalkative, sarcasm noted to be of Grade4
type (i.e. in too deep), is Pygmalion effect and Catharsis effect
positive.
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Provisional Diagnosis: Medical Student Blues with Underlying TMS

Suggested
Treatment: lots of chocolate ice cream, a punching bag, pineapple
tarts, the head of a few evil doctors to hang on the wall..

Prognosis:
Not very good at the moment, relapsing of Emo-ing Syndrome is high and
increases in frequency and duration with each episode, relapses can
only be delayed by watching Jeff Dunham at the moment. Eventually will
lead to death, your death.. muahahhahahaaaa….

Nite nite~~
Sweeeeeeeeeet Dreeeeeeeeeeeamssssssss…… muahahahhahaahaa……

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Billboard signs and New Group F

January 26th, 2008 by pamelatee85

omg omg.. keke.. have u guys seen the new billboard advertising MMMC?? keke…. go take notice… its so hypocritical its actually laughable..

comment on that pretty picture:
1. if they had taken pictures of a few indian student.. i would understand.. cuz u know.. manipal being in india and all.. but its actually a pic of 2 malay students (batch16 i think.. kekeke) cudnt they have put a chinese an indian AND a malay together? wont that be better, hey Dr razak?? *sniggers* talk abt racism.. sigh sigh…
2. its good that they are allowing a pic of a malay couple up there.. promotes civilization among them.. wat with the stuff abt no holdin hands in and out of campus, no show of affection in and out of campus, blah blah blah… oh.. maybe he din know.. oops…

ANYWAYss…..

now i shall talk abt me… as usual.. since this is MY BLOG… kekkeee..

Dr Razaaaaaaakk…… i wanna change group toooooo… pweeeeeseeeee…. pretty pretty pweeeeeeseeeeee……

i shall now go empty my stomach by retching into the nearest toilet bowl..

maybe i sud compose a letter… something like that below:

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Dear Sir,

REQUESTING TO SWITCH GROUP FOR BETTER ACADEMIC PERFORMANCE OF OTHERS

Sir, I am currently very happy with my group, but I have since heard that due to me being academically non stimulating to others, I’m rude, I’m useless, I’m an idiot with an IQ of a retard, I don’t take well to instruction, and I of course am racism, plus I always quarrel and pick fights with others in my group, uncooperative, irresponsible and alot more of bad bad things a medical student attitude isn’t suppose to include..

2. So, I’m hoping to do something nice for my ever supporting group mates, which would be to relieve myself from them.

3. Thus, I’m now requesting to be placed in Group F. F for failure, F for fucked up, F for foolish, F for fundamentally stupid. And since there currently isn’t a Group F, I would like to suggest to make one next semester, and to fill the group up with other people from other groups who have always been a nuisance to their group, stunting other people’s growth and such. (Refer to attached list of people suggested as such)

4. And once you’d collected all these good for nothing people, you could provide them with more intense professional intellectual teaching from out dedicated lecturers. Now, not only have you taken out the problem makers of each group, you’ve group them all together and can nurture them according to their needs, and allowing the remainder of other groups to nurture themselves as best as they could without us hindering them as of now.

Thank you for listening. And I apologize for any trouble caused, but I will assure you that you won’t regret making this decision of forming Group F.

Sincerely,
me @@

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you see.. that wasnt so hard rite? to solve the problem, you first have to accept that the problem exist.. so what if ur a foulmouthed fucked up fundamentally stupid foolish failure? now that i’ve admitted it.. i could start my wondrous journey to save my soul!! OVER TO THE GOOD SIDE!! YIPEE and HOORAY!!

plus i’d already got an attached list half filled with names… muahahhahaaha…. my loyal supporters….

ATTACHED LIST OF GROUP F STUDENTS SUGGESTIONS
1. Pamela yea i’m stupid!!
2. Winnie
3. Chiayen
4. Suetli
5. Munwei
6. BeeChing
7. LinIng

(we are still open for any suggestions.. keke.. till we reach our mark of the standard 28-30 students a group, think you are foulmouthed fucked up fundamentally stupid foolish failure enough for this? come and join us on our road to salvation then!!)

nite all~~

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My New Religion: LaVeyan Satanism

January 9th, 2008 by pamelatee85

i am no more an atheist!!!! i belong!!!!!! yipee!!

i shall now be known as a believer of LaVeyan Satanism…

but it aint all abt the devil himself.. kekekek… let me explain..

First, abt LaVey, also called the Doc..

Anton Szandor LaVey, born Howard Stanton Levey (April 11, 1930 – October 29, 1997) was the founder and High Priest of the Church of Satan as well as a writer, occultist, musician, and actor. He was the author of The Satanic Bible and the founder of LaVeyan Satanism, a synthesized system of his understanding of human nature and the insights of philosophers who advocated materialism and individualism,
for which he claimed no "supernatural inspiration”. LaVey viewed
"Satan" not as a literal deity or entity, but as a historic and
literary figure symbolic of Earthly values.

Now, abit abt LaVeyan’s Satanism:

LaVeyan Satanism is a religion founded in 1966 by Anton LaVey. Its teachings are based on individualism, social Darwinism, self-indulgence, and "eye for an eye" morality, with influence from Friedrich Nietzsche and Ayn Rand, while its rituals and magic draw heavily from occultists such as Aleister Crowley. Borrowing Crowley’s terminology, its adherents define Satanism as a "Left-Hand Path" religion, rejecting traditional "Right-Hand Path" religions such as Christianity for their perceived denial of life and emphasis on guilt and abstinence. Unlike Theistic Satanism, which is rejected by the Church of Satan as Christian heresy rather than Satanism, it does not literally worship Satan, but rather uses "Satan" as a symbol for people’s natural inner desires.

It’s Belief in "Satan" and "God"

In the Satanic Bible, Anton LaVey describes Satan
as a motivating and balancing dark force in nature. Satan is also
described as being the "Black Flame", representing a person’s own inner
personality and desires. Satan is seen as synonymous with the nature and even, metaphorically, with certain conceptions of a supreme deity or God. Satan is said to appear in mythology and literature around the world as a trickster, rebel, and hero. Satan is seen as the powerful individual who acts regardless of what others might say.

Satanists do not believe that Satan is a god; rather, the function
of God is performed and satisfied by the Satanist him/herself. That is,
the needs of worship, ritual, and religious/spiritual focus are
directed, effectively, inwards towards the Satanist, as opposed to
outwards towards a God.

LaVey proposes instead that as all gods are creations of humans,
worship of an external deity is worship of its creator by proxy. He
suggests, then, that the rational Satanists should instead internalize
their gods and therefore worship themselves; hence the Satanic maxim,
"I am my own god."

Now… the Philosophies:

Satanism is often mistaken as being a religion that encourages cruelty and irresponsible behaviour, but LaVey’s brand is very different. LaVey claimed "Satanists are born, not made" and that "[Satanists] have
a disease called independence that needs to be recognized just like alcoholism." There is a libertarian element here; diversity is encouraged, everyone is expected to discover their own sexuality,
chart their own personality, and decide their own ambitions in life. In
this stress on individuality, Satanism is considered a "Left-Hand Path" religion.

LaVey’s Satanic creed viewed religion as promoting an impersonal
relationship with what the churches referred to as "God". Satanism was
presented as an opportunity to self-identify with one’s own concept of
God. Satanism encourages a follower of the religion to grow throughout their life as they see fit.

Law of Satanism

Lex talionis,
the Law of Retaliation, informed much of LaVey’s
Satanic formulation. "Do unto others as they do unto you" supplanted
the directive to "do unto others as you would have them do unto you",
so that you are only to give compassion and sympathy to those who
deserve it. It is a reactive rule, compared with the Christian
proactive rule; by the rule, love, compassion, and sympathy are not to
be wasted upon "ingrates"; these are to be given only to those who the
practitioner feels deserves them.

The religion of Satanism, as LaVey espouses it, is centered almost
exclusively upon the concept of being one’s own god; as such, values
and attachments such as love, affection, and caring, along with
opposing concepts such as hate and wrath, are to be disseminated at the
discretion of the individual Satanist.

LaVey felt that intelligent and
strong people spent too much time caring for psychic vampires
— weak individuals who always demanded attention and care, yet would
never give any back. He taught that Satanists should strive to remove
themselves as much as possible from such people in order to live in
accordance to their instincts and individual wills.

THE NINE SATANIC STATEMENTS

1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence.
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams.
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit.
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates.
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek.
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires.
7. Satan represents humanity as just another animal
   species, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on
   all-fours, who, because of its “divine spiritual and intellectual
   development,” has become the most vicious species of all.
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification.
9. Satan has been the best friend the (Christian) Church has ever had, as it has kept it in business all these years

ELEVEN SATANIC RULES OF THE EARTH

1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them.
3. When in another’s lair, show them respect or else do not go there.
4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat them cruelly and without mercy.
5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6. Do not take that which does not belong to you, unless it is a burden to the other person and they cry out to be relieved.
7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully
   to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having
   called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9. Do not harm little children.
10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food.
11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask them to stop. If they do not stop, destroy them.

NINE SATANIC SINS

1. Stupidity
   — The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism.
   It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but
   our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people
   going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a
   cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but
   laudable. Satanists must learn to see through the tricks and cannot
   afford to be stupid.
2. Pretentiousness
   — Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the
   cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. This is on equal footing with stupidity
   for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to
   feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not.
3. Solipsism
   — Projecting your reactions, responses, and sensibilities onto someone
   who is probably far less attuned than you are can be very dangerous for
   Satanists. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same
   consideration, courtesy and respect that you naturally give them. They
   won’t. Instead, Satanists must strive to apply the dictum of “Do unto
   others as they do unto you.” It’s work for most of us, and requires
   constant vigilance, lest you slip into a comfortable illusion of
   everyone being like you. As it has been said, certain utopias would be
   ideal in a nation of philosophers, but unfortunately (or perhaps
   fortunately, from a Machiavellian standpoint) we are far from that
   point.
4. Self-deceit
   — It’s in the “Nine Satanic Statements”, but deserves to be repeated
   here. It is another cardinal sin. We must not pay homage to any of the
   sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to
   play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into is
   when it’s fun, and with awareness. But then, it’s not self-deceit!
5. Herd Conformity
   — That’s obvious from a Satanic stance. It’s all right to conform to a
   person’s wishes, if it ultimately benefits you. But only fools follow
   along with the herd, letting an impersonal entity dictate to you. The
   key is to choose a master wisely, instead of being enslaved by the
   whims of the many.
6. Lack of perspective
   — Again, this one can lead to a lot of pain for a Satanist. You must
   never lose sight of who and what you are, and what a threat you can be,
   by your very existence. We are making history right now, every day.
   Always keep the wider historical and social picture in mind. That is an
   important key to both Lesser and Greater Magic. See the patterns and
   fit things together as you want the pieces to fall into place. Do not
   be swayed by herd constraints: Know that you are working on another
   level entirely from the rest of the world.
7. Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies
   — Be aware that this is one of the keys to brainwashing people into
   accepting something new and different, when in reality it’s something
   that was once widely accepted but is now presented in a new package. We
   are expected to rave about the genius of the creator and forget the
   original. This makes for a disposable society.
8. Counterproductive Pride
   — That first word is important. Pride is great up to the point you
   begin to throw out the baby with the bathwater. The rule of Satanism
   is: If it works for you, great. When it stops working for you, when
   you’ve painted yourself into a corner and the only way out is to say,
   I’m sorry, I made a mistake, I wish we could compromise somehow, then
   do it.
9. Lack of Aesthetics
   — This is the physical application of the Balance Factor. Aesthetics is
   important in Lesser Magic and should be cultivated. It is obvious that
   no one can collect any money off classical standards of beauty and form
   most of the time, so they are discouraged in a consumer society; but an
   eye for beauty, for balance, is an essential Satanic tool and must be
   applied for greatest magical effectiveness. It’s not what’s supposed to
   be pleasing: It’s what is. Aesthetics is a personal thing, reflective of one’s own nature, but there are universally pleasing and harmonious configurations that should not be denied.

AND FINALLY the SATANIC HOLIDAY!!

The most important holiday in Satanism is one’s own birthday, as it is
the birthdate of one’s own god. This is as a reminder that to a
Satanist, you are the most important being in the universe, and to
honor your own vital existence and your life. LaVey recommends that a
Satanist celebrate their own birthday in any way they choose, with as
much pomp and ceremony as they see fit. The Satanic celebration of the
birthday can also be seen as a mockery of the holidays commemorating
the birth of various gods or saints in other religions.

yeayea.. finally i have sth to write under "others" when i need to fill in forms.. hmm.. hope its doesnt get me into too much trouble.. narrowminded msian government system… damn it.. sigh..

anyways… wanna join??

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Stab and Twist, dear, Stab and Twish..

January 3rd, 2008 by pamelatee85

An article i read from the net.. kinda cool.. in a way.. wish i had more courage..

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The summer I turned 6 years old, some of the neighborhood boys
started bullying me. Back then, I owned a pair of cabbage patch kid
roller-skates and my favorite activity was skating around the block
singing nursery rhymes at the top of my lungs. One day, a few boys in
the 8-10 range thought it would be pretty humorous to push me around
and watch me flail. I tried to run from them, but I couldn’t skate
faster than they could run. They taunted me for a while and then
knocked me down. Angry, humiliated, and with two freshly skinned knees,
I did what any 6 year old girl would do in my position.

I went home and told my Dad.

My Father was an ex marine and always preached the benefits of
learning self defense. Unlike most parents, he had no interest in
calling the parents of my bullies to ‘open up a dialogue’ or some other
such tripe. Instead, he planned to teach me to kick a little ass.

My Mother balked at this idea. She didn’t think little girls should
be fighting. Little girls were supposed to have tea parties and then
play dress up. Fighting was for little boys.

“What if someday a vicious serial killer kidnaps her?” my Father
asked, “Do you want her to die weeping and begging for her life? Or
would you rather she have the courage to wrench the knife from the
killer’s hand and stab him in the throat?”

He paused, mid tirade, and said to me, “If that ever happens, V, stab and twist. Stab and twist.”

With my Mother temporarily mollified, My Father took me into the back yard to teach me how to fight.

Nervously, I explained to my Father that not only was I outnumbered
by the boys, but they were bigger and stronger than I was. There was no
way that I could beat them. My Father merely brushed my fears aside. He
said that while they had the advantage of size and strength on their
side, I could develop my own advantages. Here are some tips that he
gave me:

1. Always Respond to Threats with Complete Confidence
Sometimes all it takes to make a bully re-think pounding you into a pulp is to make it very clear to him exactly how unafraid you
are of a physical confrontation. When a bully threatens you, he is
trying to invoke in you some fear in which he can feed off of. If you
respond to his threats with confidence, even eagerness, it
will give him a pause. If he doesn’t chicken out right then and there,
he will enter the fight with a slight feeling of unease. His
apprehension is your advantage.

2. Fighting Dirty is Fighting Smart
A fist fight isn’t the same as a karate tournament with judges and points. Your opponent is trying to hurt you,
so don’t let some silly moral argument prevent you from kicking the
little bastard in the nuts. Throw sand in his eyes, kick him in the
back of the knees, bite him, or punch him in the stomach hard enough to
knock the wind out of him. If he’s got you pinned down and you happen
to see a rock out of the corner of your eye? Don’t be afraid to grab
that rock and smash his face with it. There is no shiny trophy waiting
for you at the end of this fight, so everything goes.

3. Talk Some Shit
Nothing will rattle your opponent faster than you screaming a steady
stream of shit at him while you’re engaged in combat. The crazier you
sound the better. If you can’t think of anything tough to yell, yell
nonsense like, “I’m going to eat your eyes!” If you can’t think of any
nonsense to yell, just plain scream. The second your opponent suspects
that you’re a freaking lunatic he’s going to get scared. Fear causes
people to make mistakes.

4. When You Lose, Claim It Didn’t Hurt
Sometimes you’re just outmatched. But even losing a fight can be used
to your advantage. When it’s over, feel free to spit blood in his face
and tell him that it ‘didn’t hurt.’ Laugh when he walks away. You might
have just gotten your ass kicked six ways from Sunday, but I guarantee
you that anyone watching
that fight will think twice about ever messing with you in the future.
No one wants to fuck with the crazy kid who feels no pain.

Armed with my new tips and tricks, I laced up my skates and headed
out to face the jungle that is childhood. When the boys confronted me
again, I dared them to mess with me. One ballsy kid lunged towards me
with the intent of pushing me down. Quickly, I kicked that kid squarely
between the legs with my skate. He crumpled to the ground as I
hysterically screamed at his friends, “I’LL EAT YOUR EYES! I’LL EAT ALL
OF YOUR EYES!” Terrified, those boys got up and ran like Hell. I’ve
never felt so empowered in my entire life.

In retrospect, I think my Father was just trying to teach me a little something about fear and courage. Back then, and even more so
today, it became quite popular to advise your children to: Run. Hide.
Look away. Go get someone bigger. Be afraid. As a result, modern
children and adults alike are easily paralyzed by fear and have no idea
how to defend themselves.

After reading certain articles
on my website, I’ve even seen people comment, “What is she going to do
if she says the wrong thing to the wrong person? She’s going to end up
getting hurt or killed.”

I feel sorry for those people. So paralyzed by fear of what might
happen, that they lack the courage to stand up for themselves or for
someone weaker. I refuse to live my life afraid to say what I feel or
do what is right because there might be some mysterious villain lurking
in the shadows who is bigger and stronger. Better to be dead, than to
live your life afraid.

Besides, I could just as easily spend my life acting meek and compliant only to still end
up with a bullet in my head. However, because my Father taught me
courage, it’s not likely that I’d go down without a fight. Who knows? I
may even end up wrenching a knife from some psycho’s hands and stabbing
him in the throat with it.

Of course, I’ll remember to stab and twist.

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US and A.. how great are they anyway?

December 19th, 2007 by pamelatee85

they wished *think* they were more superior.. smarter.. greater..

but at the end they are only humans.. and humans do err.. jus that for them.. the disgrace is gonna be how the great US and A like it.. EXTRA GREAT!!

EG1: the true terrorists

EVANSVILLE, Ind. - They were convicted one after another — four
U.S. soldiers who helped gang rape and kill a 14-year-old Iraqi girl in
one of the war’s worst atrocities. (ya think?! maybe the almighty Jesus promised 72.. or was it 79 virgins for that little sin…)

In
exchange for leniency, each struck deals to testify against a fifth
man, a troubled former Army private who allegedly killed the family and
planted the idea of raping the girl.

(i din know u cud all gang up on a guy and get off on a lighter sentence.. "come let’s bully the troubled guy.. cuz we all rape the girl.. but he’s the mental one.." the troubled guy is actually one who has the ability to brainwash FOUR morally straight people into doin bad bad things.. like rape a child.. it makes u wonder if the the great USandA can produce such great psychics.. or does the great USandA jus produce weak weak minds only, or maybe they are all just cowardly perverted pedophiles who bully the weak and bow to the strong.. sad sad sad…)

But the case against Steven D. Green has dragged slowly forward in
the 18 months since the allegations surfaced. It’s a pace, military
legal experts note, that bears stark contrast to swift prosecutions of
nearly every other crime to come from Iraq and Afghanistan. (this news report is either very sarcastic or very bias towards this issue..)

Green, 22, is accused of being a central figure in slaying the
family in Mahmoudiya, a village about 20 miles south of Baghdad. He was
charged in federal court because he was discharged from the Army for
anti-social personality disorder before being accused of the crimes. (Anti social personality disorder… is one where u don try to seek out ppl at all.. but i tot he was the one that they so called PLANTED the idea of raping and murdering??)

Defense attorneys and federal prosecutors in the case have fought
each other on the reach of federal courts into military affairs, the
access civilian attorneys have to classified military evidence, and,
most recently, what constitutes enough time to prepare for trial.

Some legal experts say the delays and infighting suggest challenges
ahead in trying the last chapter of what many regard as the worst
atrocity committed by U.S. military personnel in Iraq.

Unlike his co-accused, Green, 22, of Midland, Texas, is the only
soldier charged in civilian court for the March 2006 slayings, where he
faces a possible death sentence if convicted. (so ganging up on the troubled guy does has its ups..)

Green pleaded not guilty in November 2006 to charges of rape and murder. (seriously.. if it were me.. i wont either…)

Four Fort Campbell, Ky.-based 101st Airborne Division
soldiers have since been convicted for their roles in targeting the
girl from a checkpoint near Mahmoudiya, a village 20 miles south of
Baghdad, and helping rape and kill her. They were given sentences in
courts-martial ranging from five to 110 years under agreements with
prosecutors. (wow…. so it was those 4 that TARGETED the girl first… proven again that the good die young.. the bad lives longer… the worst probably wont die at all..)

Two of the soldiers testified they took turns raping the girl while
Green shot and killed her mother, father and younger sister. Green shot
the girl in the head after raping her, they said. The girl’s body was
then set on fire with kerosene to destroy the evidence, according to
previous testimony.

(they can stalk.. they can rape.. they can murder.. but those idiots cant even destroy the evidence properly.. another point proven.. the male brain is.. and will be.. forever non evoluted… whoever said "women think with their hearts, while men think with their heads" are absolutely correct… it was first told by a woman as an inside joke for females only.. then a guy happen to come across the phrase and think it very meaningful, thus widely promoting the usage of that phrase, now all guys think that way.. what they DONT KNOW is that the word "head" was not specified to be which one..)

But Gary Solis, a law professor at the U.S. Military
Academy at West Point, N.Y., remains baffled that prosecuting the
Mahmoudiya slayings has lingered when so many other crimes in Iraq have
come to a close.

The allegations of rape and murder at the hands of U.S.
soldiers in July 2006 enraged the world community, including Iraqi
Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, who demanded full accountability.

The U.S. military promised justice. (the US promised a free country.. they promised racial equality.. they promised peace among nations.. they promised free sex..  er.. maybe not.. but what the heck..)

Solis said trying Green in U.S. District Court undoubtedly reflects
political pressure to ensure the most severe punishment for the crime’s
alleged ringleader.

"The death sentence is a dead letter in the military," Solis
said. "If tried in the military, Green probably would not be sentenced
to death. And if sentenced to death, it’s questionable the sentence
would ever be carried out." (true all ard the world.. even if ur not in the military u cud still get out of one.. so.. what was it that the US promised again?)

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EG2: the true idiots..

Tortuous answer by Lauren
Upton, the South Carolina contestant in the Miss Teen America
contest in August:

"I personally believe that U.S. Americans are unable to do
so because some people out there in our nation don’t have maps
and I believe that our education like such as in South Africa
and Iraq and everywhere like such as and I believe that they
should our education over here in the U.S. should help the U.S.
or should help South Africa and should help Iraq and the Asian
countries so we will be able to build up our future for us."  (I agree.. WTF??!!)

Upton had been asked why one-fifth of Americans are unable
to locate the United States on a map (so very true) and later apologized for
her answer of not making a lot of sense (damage control.. damage control!! kekeke…)

(so sad.. it makes me laugh..)

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